The end of my classes did gave me the "thank God I'm finally home and I'm free from my monster landlady" feel and I can definitely say that it cured my homesickness, however, the weight of what awaits me by January just kept on pushing the happy thoughts out of my mind. I know, this blog has been more or less my outlet of all the depression and shits about me (trust me, I'm better in real life), but I just can't help to post about how my vacation would turn into a three-week cramming for a requirement for graduation. It's my graduation, for crying out loud! Who won't be rattled about how this requirement that could change their fate forever? Well, not really forever, but you get the point.
Anyway, aside from the days that go by with me being pressured, I am also currently sick. Yes, my friends, I have cough and colds since the start of the vacation. If you're wondering why, well, I wonder as well. Maybe it was the excessive hours of pummeling the pool water at Pansol, or maybe it was stress from school that broke free because I finally got home and it knows that there are people who could take care of me. Despite all my parents' pampering, I'm still not fine, though. My nose feels like a river, flowing a hefty amount of you-know-what every now and then. I'm also mistaken to be a dog who saw some burglar on a late night because of my continuous coughs and barks. I'm not used on being sick (yep, I've got some mighty immune system that keeps me healthy during school days), so it's kinda hard for me to move around. My head aches more often now, and is a good excuse to lie on my bed all day. But seriously, it hurts like hell that I can barely do a productive thing.
On other news, aside from me being sick, I have also, luckily, lost my laptop. As of the moment, it is on rehab with those laptop check up centers for an unknown sickness. All I know is that I left it at home and haven't used it for almost a month. After coming back, the next thing I know is that it broke down and the damn thing won't open. According to the laptop 'expert', it's hard drive nor its software wasn't the problem, and they're thinking that it might be because of its mothereffin'board. They're still unsure of it though, so they asked me to leave it with them and they'd update me after a few days. Up until now, they haven't texted me or contacted me about my laptop, and I am honestly thinking that they actually chopped him up and sold his parts. Poor little creature.
Also, another unfortunate thing happened, because my dream planner is out of stock on three different bookstores, and my chances of having one is actually 1 out of 100. Or 10, I think. Just exaggerating.
Despite all the unlucky things that has welcomed me on my vacation, I'm still thankful that I was able to spend a few weeks with my family, whom I've been away for the last three weeks. I am also thankful for all the blessings that came to my life for the past months -- for my boyfriend, for my friends, and for all the good people around me. No matter how unfortunate my vacation might be, there's nothing more unfortunate than the people who's enduring great loss in Mindanao. So for those who are experiencing the same misfortune as I do, think of it as something lucky. At least it's just your laptop or your effin' colds. At least you're still alive.
PS. I know we've all watched the news about what happened in Mindanao. Let's share a little of our fortune to them. Christmas is the time of giving, and I think they deserve to receive something -- prayers would be nice, but of course, a couple of old clothes and money donations would do a lot for them. By the way, I've refrained from watching the news because it's so depressing. I feel like watching a tragic movie, but this time, it's happening in real life. It's just sad. :(
Maybe I'll post about my thoughts on the Sendong incident sooner or later, though. Still, happy holidays everybody!
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being sick on a vacation is no fun (well, being sick is no fun at all!), so i hope you'll get well real soon! in the meantime, don't think much about your requirements for graduation..i know, easier said than done. :)
sending you good vibes and have a very merry christmas! :)
sending you good vibes and have a very merry christmas! :)
Aaaw... It's going to be Christmas soon... Don't dwell too much on something negative. Just enjoy and have fun. Advance Merry Christmas! :)
Aw, I can feel how tired you must have been in the process of completing your requirements. I'm an incoming fourth year so I can imagine myself speaking-or writing-the same words. But then again, you could always spare a few days and spend it with your loved ones. In that way, it could further push you and give you spirit to do the things that needs to be done! And don't worry, my blog serves as an outlet too, so it's sometimes full of negativity. Anyway, I like your writing style! Oh, and Merry Christmas! :)
Hope you get well soon! Ako naman nasira ang computer ko 5 days na. Motherboard din ang problem at papalitan daw. Nakikigamit lang ako sa internet shop ng sister ko.
Aww, I hope you feel better!!! Have a healthy and Merry Christmas!!
Good luck completing your graduation requirements, it's something to worry about of course, but as long as you have a clear mind and goals, you can handle anything :)
I'm sorry to hear about your laptop, but it could mean you can get a new and better one :D
Good luck completing your graduation requirements, it's something to worry about of course, but as long as you have a clear mind and goals, you can handle anything :)
I'm sorry to hear about your laptop, but it could mean you can get a new and better one :D
At first, vacation is exciting but when I am already staying at home, I became too bored. Merry Christmas
Good luck in completing your grad requirements! :) We're on the same track, I'm a graduating student too! :) congratulations in advance! :)
Aw I'm sorry to hear you're sick. I hope you get better soon. :) I don't like having a cold and I don't get them much, but when I do, it's hell. It's no fun being sick on vacation. :|
My laptop has died quite a few times, but changes to the hardware and software from time to time kept it going. I still don't think it'll last for a ~really~ long time though.
My laptop has died quite a few times, but changes to the hardware and software from time to time kept it going. I still don't think it'll last for a ~really~ long time though.
aw that's sad..get well soon! whenever i read your post about your school.. ima missing my college days :)
Merry Christmas! :)
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